“being yours was the most alive I’ve ever been.” (from ana ok bye)

^{ky didn’t believe her : no one ever was alive around him — not for long at any rate. she just was the one exception to that little fact and yet… he had fallen for a good reason. no matter what he was, he cared for her —- a reason to why he wanted to get as far away as possible. that way, there was no way he could ever mess it up,} 

❝ —- i don’t care. ❞ maybe it was harsh, harder than he absolutely needed it to be, but he wasn’t going to change his mind….he couldn’t care…it would only cause far more pain than necessary.