the harsh truth of the matter was that no matter how relaxed ky’lar had became around the archangel, he always ended up having to distance himself when he got too close, and always debated leaving. having some semblance of ‘peace’ or even happiness was foreign to him — even more so these days since he avoided sleeping completely.
while it was true he didn’t need sleep often, it was something that helped him focus, but at the same time, ky’lar didn’t want to deal with the dreams nor the non-stop nightmares that plagued him and talking about them was out of the question due to the simple fact it wasn’t worth talking about.
❛ —– i can’t sleep. ❜ it was a full out lie, he could sleep just fine, but he refused to see lucifer murder him over, and over again while he slept. refused to deal with seeing the one person he cared for torturing him only to quit when he woke up and yet he knew he had to say something…. he just couldn’t,
❛ it’s nothing. ❜
// @forsakenscn
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