_{❛ you had a soul. i’m sure of it. wouldn’t have a piece of you bitter for not being happy if you didn’t. ❜}

sam knew the allure of giving up and trying to push feelings away well. it had lead to disaster for her on several occasions. the younger winchester would like to say that she knew from personal experience that demons had feelings if they let themselves, but she had been played. not that she could say there was real love there on either side.

❛ plus, it doesn’t seem like you’ve submitted yourself to blind violence in the name of hell. i’m still standing here, after all. ❜

❛ i submitted myself to violence in the name of myself. ❜ he was going to explain about how he rarely, if ever, used hell as an excuse, but at the same time, it wasn’t worth it. no matter what he did, ky’lar knew that there was one truth about him, and that was his species. a damnable demon that wouldn’t and couldn’t be changed,

❛ no, i don’t think i ever did…. i willingly subjected myself to hell, and for what? just to forget…. forget everything. ❜