and look how well that turned out for me. paradise is a fucking myth, ky. it’s never what it seems to be. there’s always a price to pay even if you are pure of heart and come with good intentions. in the end, it always turns to shit. 

_{that’s not my problem. every time i almost get something it turns to shit so fast i can’t stop it. even if i could? i would pay any price… any price so maybe it won’t. at least once.}