_{there was a reason for everything he did these days; proving he was worth more than he was before was a hard road. even more so when he had to learn restraint the had way – he lost it at times, but the rewards were exactly what he wanted.
no, they were far more than that. to be considered more worthy than a god – to be able to lift a hammer that few had ever held. it was oddly fitting in it’s own way, but even ky knew it wouldn’t last.
a hammer was only a tool; it could be used to build or destroy. if he was being honest with himself, he was using it to build himself up, and obtain confidence in his abilities ( as well as himself ). still, the moment he got his point across… he would most certainly give it back to it’s rightful owner.  the one who truly deserved to have the hammer; not some half-breed with anger management issues such as himself.}

_{“am i now?” a smirk spread across his lips shortly his shirt was grabbed. thor didn’t scare him; not like this. in his mind, he wasn’t just worthy; he was changed. the hammer was a tool, yes, but it was also a symbol. one that would show his worth.
his worth that would be tested in this moment; fighting the hammer’s former owner. it would be a test of his restraint and his true worthiness. if he wanted to keep the hammer, he had to do this not just carefully, but skill fully as well,}

being thrown to the ground simply made him laugh; even more so since there was no doubt in his mind what could come next. he would be shown just how far the other had fallen. oh, it was rich – to see the god fall so far and yet… he didn’t have time to process it properly. not as he moved both of his arms up to protect his face.
not that it would do much – especially since he didn’t have enough time to properly go through the action. no, ky would have to suffer through the beating until he found either the courage to call forth the hammer or tap into his more demonic abilities and change forms.

_{either way, it wasn’t going to be an easy decision, and it was due to the fact he had to chose what he truly wanted. it wasn’t just about being beaten ( possibly to death ), by thor. It was whether or not he wanted to tap into his demonic side or call upon the hammer.
and as he was beaten by the unworthy god he wasn’t sure what he wanted… not yet.
he wasn’t sure if he wanted to shed the title of being the son of blackheart or not.
he wasn’t sure what he should do.}

_{// @fryordie xxx}