every fiber in his body vessel urged him to keep banging on the door.  maybe then he could get his point across better, but the truth was he wasn’t thinking straight. nor did he think that it was needed. 
          when ky got angry… he lost all control of himself and ultimately turned violent. locking him away was the best answer – even if it was difficult to keep him contained. not to say that ky agreed; maybe one day he would, but for now… all he held was anger for his family.
            for how they said they cared, but then did this – they locked him away as if he was to be contained rather than actually spoke with. they wanted him gone and he was just a mistake. the thoughts that were always in his head just got louder and maybe they were all right. maybe he was just a mistake.
         still, there was far more than just an anger that that burnt hot; his own rage controlled him in this state and it was why he banged on the door again. he wanted out of such a limited and  c o n f i n e d  space even though it was the best place for him ( especially then ).

         ‘ it doesn’t concern you where i go. ‘ not that it mattered anyways. he was in a downward spiral and he just was starting to reach bottom. something he hoped he’d never get to, but here he was – scratching and banging against a door like the  c h i l d  he was. ‘ just let me outta  here! ’

// @dusttcdusk xxx