_{ONCE HE HAD TRIED HARDER; to deny the existence of what he was and spend his entire time hidden away in darkness. for a time, it had protected himself, but that time was OVER. it was far easier now to walk in a CYCLE of hatred than attempt to change it.  far easier to ACCEPT the fact that NOTHING could EVER be changed than try to fight it.} 

_{however, he NEVER truly gave in; it seemed like he did on most days, but still part of him FOUGHT. still part of him actually WANTED to be something more than what he was currently. even if the reality was a stark contrast – he was BOUND to be a demon. it didn’t matter how hard he wished to be something else… is final end point would be ENTIRELY hellfire bound and there was NOTHING he could do about it.}

_{“It’s never enough,” he finally said. “it will NEVER be enough; no one can change that. not the family down below or the idiots on high.” his hands formed into tight fists as he continued on. “ NO MATTER WHAT I DO, it won’t even phase anyone. just a CHILD who can’t even understand their place in the grand scheme… no matter how hard they try or what they do!”}

_{// @empyraeal xxx}