_{“yeah? it’s not me that i need to get over.” of course, he was feeling sorry for himself. but he felt awful for everyone involved and couldn’t get away from thoughts of sam and jess, two people that had been of utmost importance to him in his brief time at stanford. he wanted to forget and he wanted to move on, but living this shitty normal life in the shadows didn’t seem worth it. honestly, he wished he had only met his tragic end and that had been it. “monsters are hard to get away from once you know about ‘em.”}

_{“not really,” he said, taking a step forward. “monsters can be forgotten about the moment you chose to move on. sometimes it’s harder than others, but in all honesty? not overly difficult.” maybe it was, but ky didn’t see it that way – then again, he didn’t quite care either. “you just have to realize what you want or… don’t want rather.”}