‘ christ, what’s the matter with you? ’// from teddy

_{now, that was the question wasn’t it? ky couldn’t exactly pin-point it at the moment, but he had an idea as to why. suppression of his tendencies was difficult – if he went too long, they started  to show up again. he may not have been as strong as he claimed, but he was hoping to keep his hated , and anger in check for just another hour.}

_{the only problem with that was he  didn’t get the chance; he was already getting angry. white hot anger that wasn’t directed at teddy, but rather something else.  something… he just couldn’t put a finger on at the moment. “— nothing.” a lie, he already wanted to rip their throat out just for asking, but he said he’d keep his cool… at least for a short while longer. “i’m fine… really.” another lie, but he doubted it mattered too much now.} 

_{“i just have a…. “ he let a deep sigh escape his lips. “it’s difficult to explain, but i’m fine. it will be fine.” or so he hoped at least…even if all evidence suggested otherwise.}