SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF. that was rich coming from someone like them. ky didn’t want a fight; he wanted deep down to let his more demonic part consume him. to no longer have to feel anything.  it would have been easier than this struggle,  but something always prevented him from giving in. something always managed to hold him doubt.

“i’ve chose nothing!” his voice raised quite louder than he intended as he ran a hand through his hair. “— this fight isn’t mine. it’s never been mine.” however, the truth of the matter was it was his – it always was his fight. he just didn’t see it that way. “all it is…  is pointless fighting.”

“fighting that’s tearing me apart.”

// @empyraeal xxxx

hellfirebound:

       ❝  I’m NOT going back and you CAN’T make me. So, let’s AGREE to disagree, shall we? ❞ 

                                                  Ky’lar Richardson | The Son of Blackheart

      ↳    Indi  | Private | Mixed Canon | Mutuals only | 18 +  | Runs off queue | Penned by Andre 

     “not largely. there’s more evidence that points to the world having no true design. the universe being a lot more vast than any religion ever paints…” it was something she had struggled with her whole life, what she truly believed in that department. her mind told her no, but her heart yearned for yes. “but, like any human, i guess i am a little bit driven by emotion to want to.” mostly to know she would see her dad again.

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     “and that is where you’re wrong.  nothing ends – not  really.”  or maybe that was just how he saw things at the moment. “eventually, you’ll find yourself in a situation where you have to hope there is something else.” he’d been in that place several times – more than he’d enjoy counting and yet… he didn’t seem to think it was that big of a deal. “sometimes it’s for better, but most of the time it’s for worse.”

Revenge

Deciding to follow through on her PROMISE, Natalia did actually show up to a designated time and place, but unsure of the LUXURY, didn’t overdress.

He didn’t SEEM like the type to go over the top on a first date. 

But not any less FUN

“I thought you might have changed your MIND. Was beginning to worry you wouldn’t SHOW UP.”

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The truth of the matter was  he  DIDN’T want to show up, but he WENT through with it anyways. Nothing could HAPPEN if he just played his part, but at least he’d be able to say he had REAL plans for the night.

“Aww, you don’t even TRUST me to keep a PROMISE?” He couldn’t help, but roll his eyes at his own statement – especially since he wanted to AVOID coming here at all costs. Still, it wasn’t like there was any going back now. “You WOUND me.”

Ruin

Natalia crouched forward in a PREDATORY stance and growled at him, threatening him to even TRY anything when she was still FURIOUS

ENDING a relationship could’ve been on better terms for any OTHER couple in the world. But she was close to KILLING and might’ve even tried if she hadn’t known it was near IMPOSSIBLE to kill this one man. 

“I HATE you!”

If this was ANY other sort of relationship, maybe he’d have ATTEMPTED to end it on decent terms. That would have been ADVISABLE and yet… this wasn’t the USUAL sort of one.

Ky HATED when he didn’t get what he wanted; a reason to why he  was ATTEMPTING to keep himself from doing anything he’d REGRET. “Join the club,” he said, making his way towards the door. “EVERYONE does.”

“It was necessary.”

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Ky knew the words well; he’d heard it before from his family and even his so called friends. Everyone thought they knew what as right – especially when it came to Ky- and usually it caused more harm than good. He wasn’t one to trust – didn’t even enjoy having friends or allies. 

No, Ky’lar enjoyed being alone, and just when he thought he could get used to being around someone – anyone – it all went down the tube. The betrayal was harsh and straight to the point. A point that was proved in their words; he wasn’t wanted. Not here, not now, and not any other time. 

   “No it wasn’t,” he said, hands sliding into his jacket pockets. “You just couldn’t wait to get rid of me.” Of course, whether it was true or not didn’t matter. He was pissed and whatever destruction he caused after leaving would be on Xavier’s head – Not Ky’s. 

RP starters: Betrayal

yourmusings:

  • “I thought I could trust you!”
  • “I should’ve known.”
  • “Are you just going to leave me here?!”
  • “Where are you going?”
  • “Why did you do this?”
  • “Don’t. I don’t need to hear your pathetic excuses anymore.”
  • “You can still do the right thing!”
  • “You knew about this all along, didn’t you?”
  • “I will remember this…”
  • “I thought we were friends!”
  • “Please let’s just go back, please.”
  • “This is a joke, right? Right?”
  • “What are you doing? What…?
  • “I still believe there is a good person in you.”
  • “It was necessary.”
  • “Did you really think I cared about you?”
  • “This was my plan all along.”
  • “There was no other way.”
  • “How cute. Struggle all you want, you won’t be leaving this place.”
  • “This is what you get from trusting me.”
  • “It’s too late to go back.”
  • “I’m sorry this had to go down like this.”
  • “That’s right, I lied.”
  • “It’s all for a good cause.”
  • “You were so stupid. You should’ve known.”
  • “Just so you know.. I don’t regret anything.”
  • “Shame. I kind of liked you.”
  • “This is my responsibility.”