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he’d tried to DIE before. it never ended well for anyone around him; usually ky find himself GASPING for air after it was finished. SOMEONE or something kept him from the brink of death. maybe it was his own SURVIVAL instincts or maybe it was something else. he had long STOPPED trying to DETERMINE what it was. all he knew now was that it was IMPOSSIBLE to stop the DOWNWARD spiral he was in. though, he could DIVERT it… if he had the means or perhaps even an OPPORTUNITY. ❝ i highly DOUBT that death would ever WANT me. ❞ then again, he’d been WRONG before. ❝ we’re not exactly on SPEAKING terms. ❞

@pitbxrn xxx

        “we have history, ky. i know how you work— and it’s exhausting being mad all the time, but you never fail in bringing those emotions up in me all over again. ninety percent of the time lately, anything with you has been height comments or shit about my current nonexistent love life. so until you give me reason to believe you’re trying to be genuinely nice again, i’m not going to.”

        “i’m attempting to be – that’s something, isn’t it?” in his mind, he honestly thought it was. “’course, if i wanted to be rude? i could very well bring up a few hundred things, but for now? i’ll keep my lips sealed.” not that he couldn’t insult her for simply breathing, but still – he was trying to be decent. even if the attempt… wasn’t really going to end up working well. “more or less.”

notvenom:

Drinks would have worked a lot of wonders for both aggressors. “I’d sure like to be.” He spat out of a genuine effort to live by the righteousness he’d been arguing for. A battle much harder to win these days. At least he wasn’t lying, to either of them. He didn’t want to fight, but at the same time? He kinda did

Whenever the two of them fought, that thing absolutely thrived. Peter’s nervous system forced itself into overdrive in a very tailored defense mode. Testosterone took the wheel along with all kinds of alternative chemicals, adrenaline being one of the many. Ky’lar could lay blows to his body and his ego just as hard as Peter could take them, and when he did? He created his very own monster.

Depends. How ready do you really think you are to finish what you started?”

His hands formed into tight fists as he realized calming himself down wasn’t going to happen. Maybe it would in a few hours, but for now? He was just angry. It was more of an emotion that was close to displeased, but it came out as anger…. just as almost everything did these days.

“Oh, trust me, I’m ready.” He’d like to do many things to Peter right now, but more than likely he’d regret every single one of them when he calmed down. More than likely, he’d send the poor boy through a wall, but for the moment… he was r e s t r a i n i n g himself from doing something like that. 

“The only question,” he said, taking a step forward, and poking Peter in the chest, “is if you are.”

i would love to say i’m just a bit angry, but nooo – i’m fucking pissed. apparently, my debit card was ‘invalid’ so i couldn’t get my fucking dinner. so, now, i have to go to an atm, to see if it ‘works’ – otherwise, i have to get a new card and i’m just…
i need a break today.

Ky’lar’s words should have hit much harder than they did, but they landed like spit in his eye. Degrading but deserved. “Yes. Yes, you should have.” Peter agreed without the slightest pause, looking back at him with a steady face and fixed posture, “Woulda done us both a fucking favor.

Peter didn’t know what it was he felt for this beast but he knew it was too much. Whatever it was, it caught fire fast and quickly grew far out of hand. All he knew for sure was it pissed him off. He had an idea of what it all was, where it was coming from, but that only served to stir the pot. “But you didn’t, did you?” This wasn’t what he wanted. It was what he needed, “Are you done?”

No, he didn’t. Instead of leaving him out to rot or even finishing the job, Ky took him in, and cared for him. He actually showed not just kindness, but real compassion to something that didn’t belong to him. It was more than just a singular action – it was an action that lead to a proverbial domino effect.

Ky’lar was starting to care – not just that Peter was something of his, but slowly ( very slowly ) part of him wanted to see him as an equal. Maybe it was far to much to ask of himself to care. All the same, he actually started doing so, and that was bad. It was really bad

“Are you?” He should have just grabbed a drink and cooled himself off, but no. Ky always had to push things one step forward. “’Cause i can do this all night.”

notvenom:

Haha, grindr.” Second time around, the comment was impossible to make. Leave it to him to crack a shitty joke on what felt like a deathbed. Peter had come crawling into a lion’s den and he’d been very fortunate to end up in its favor. When he tried to assert some set of orders, Peter felt something rumbling at the hearth of his stomach. “That was hot.” In fact it damn near gave him whiplash as he lifted his head from the couch to catch a look, way too quickly for his own good. So he got what he deserved there.

From what Peter was gathering this guy was out for his own good. While it wasn’t unwelcome, that was certain, it was uncommon on this side of town. From experience, Spider-Man was much more likely to get help amongst the mid to lower class. People who held him to some kind of standard, yet understood him as one of their own. Up here? Robots, goblins, billionaires gone rogue, all ready to lay his ass out at any moment. Then every now and then, a hand appeared that fed instead of striking.

You sure about that? Because it sure doesn’t feel—” But before he could argue much more in favor of painkillers, Peter felt the warm weight of a comforter fall upon him. Blissfully he gripped the fabric, holding it up to his face almost immediately (getting blood and mud all over it in the process).

Eyes shut and face half-hidden, Peter remained perfectly still, succumbing to the rest Ky’lar pushed so sternly. “I already said it but… Thanks. This is really—” Sleep took him without further protest. Caught him dead in his tracks. For the time being, he was all Peter. His true form free to suffer in the light of bad decisions. But as he felt himself drift towards sleep, he felt the looming presence of something else.

H o u r s passed like seconds. The mercy of sleep was merely temporary as the cycle began again. He awoke with a start as a feeling of deep fear knocked him into reality with a kick. One loud gasp marked the first sound from him since his body initially shut down. Followed of course by a string of curses: “ᵒˡʸ ˢʰᵗ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵏ ?

Ky was far more than simply glad when peter managed to fall asleep. More importantly, it gave him time to leave for a few hours, and grab some pretty powerful painkillers from a nearby pharmacy. Sure, it was illegal, but at least then Peter ( if he ever woke up ) would have something to ease the pain. 

Though, the question of what he was going to do with him still was on his mind. He couldn’t just keep peter there and even if he could? It wouldn’t turn out well… least of all for Peter. Even if there was doubt things couldn’t get any worse… Ky knew fully well that something could happen. As for what? He had far more than his share of idea’s, but mainly it was that Peter would eventually come back ( if he let him go ) and more than likely fight him.

Still, he pushed those thoughts aside as the hours passed. Hell, he even made sure to add in a few more blankets for Peter to cover with. That way, Ky knew Peter could keep warm, and it was the first time any of the bedding got used anyways. So, it was a win-win for the bedding in all reality.

“He lives.” A grin slowly spread across his lips as he slid his hands into his back pockets of his jeans. “An’ for a moment? I thought you were going to simply be dead weight.” It was his own version of a joke – a bad one possibly, but he thought it was funny. “So, how do you feel?” Not that he expected a clear answer, but getting Peter talking would work either way, wouldn’t it? He honestly thought it would.

he said the words due to the fact he had to. peter was his. there was no need for further discussion on it. nor was ky going to give him up – not when he was actually starting to feel something more than hatred. maybe it was envy? maybe… he didn’t even know what he was feeling at the moment for peter.. all he knew was he wanted him.

“sorry or not,” he said, once the other was finished, not even bothering to hold back the rage in his words. “i should have let you die on that rooftop.” no, he didn’t mean it. he truly didn’t, but ky needed to draw a line. one… that he regretted the instant he managed to draw it. maybe he was starting to feel something for peter after all.

// @notvenom xxx