i’m still waking up from my unexpected nap ( i’m getting old ), but uhh come into my i’ms or what have you, an’ we can work something out!
“vampires have their uses, but they are a disease best controlled. i’ve dealt with many of them – put down far more than i’d care to count. all in all? they deserve to be chained to a post as the sun rises. just so they can all burn.”
“yeah, i’ve been told that before.” several times in-fact, but he doubted that it would truly matter. not these days at least. still, he sucked in a deep breath, and folded his arms across his chest. “it’s nothing new.”
as much as i’d like to say ky likes kids… i can’t. while he can be decent to them… he knew how easily it would be to simply… snap their necks. far too easy than he realizes. plus he doesn’t remember much about what it was like growing up besides a few memories that he’s tried to push down as they were just far too painful for him to remember.
if he ever actually bonded with a kid ( i’m talking formed a real relationship with one over a period of time ) or even became their mentor it would be… interesting. especially since there would be a long time he’d stay away due to the fact he wouldn’t want to hurt them or have to have them worry about ky’s bouts of anger.
i actually don’t remember? i had the coding on an old ( really old +2 years old ) blog of mine and i’ve just copied / pasted it from blog to blog. I think the coding is out there somewhere, but i REALLY don’t remember.
it was a question that could have been answered simply in three little words. so easy to just say the truth that has on the tip of his tongue. it wasn’t like it was hard to tell; ky’lar despised blackheart.
now, it wasn’t due to the fact he was a demon, but rather it was how ky himself thought he was just an abandoned creation. a mistake that should have been covered up and left to die.
that was what always made his skin crawl; it wasn’t what the other was. it wasn’t even being left alone do what he wanted. it was simply he didn’t feel he was wanted or should even exist in the first place.
what ky’lar truly hated about the entire situation is that his father only seemed interested in getting him out of trouble. nothing more – he had to discover everything himself. it wasn’t like blackheart left a rulebook around either.
so, to the question – that took far longer to answer than expected – he let out a deep breath as his hands formed into tight fists. “do you think i’m even capable of such a thing?” he was ( or so he thought at least ), ky just rarely allowed himself to tone down that ego. “he means nothing to me.”
and you can promptly see ky tossing it in the trash.
honestly, ky wasn’t expecting to see any sort of present left for him; getting one wasn’t on a high priority list this year nor… any year. not to mention that he didn’t have very many people that could stand being around him.
he stared at the present for a few moments before just shoving it aside. he would open it another day…. when he felt like he was human and not just an abomination that shouldn’t have existed in the first place.
“it doesn’t matter if you can or can’t. i tell you what to
do and you do it, understand?” granted, he was being
a bit harsher than he needed to be, but at the same
time… he just didn’t care.
“i’m a demon. i’m as hot as hell. i don’t need to be ‘cool’.”
Hellfirebound 