from teddy

_{now, that was the question wasn’t it? ky couldn’t exactly pin-point it at the moment, but he had an idea as to why. suppression of his tendencies was difficult – if he went too long, they started to show up again. he may not have been as strong as he claimed, but he was hoping to keep his hated , and anger in check for just another hour.}

_{the only problem with that was he didn’t get the chance; he was already getting angry. white hot anger that wasn’t directed at teddy, but rather something else. something… he just couldn’t put a finger on at the moment. “— nothing.” a lie, he already wanted to rip their throat out just for asking, but he said he’d keep his cool… at least for a short while longer. “i’m fine… really.” another lie, but he doubted it mattered too much now.}

_{“i just have a…. “ he let a deep sigh escape his lips. “it’s difficult to explain, but i’m fine. it will be fine.” or so he hoped at least…even if all evidence suggested otherwise.}

” Hey, Ky… Its Halloween. Do y-you wanna help me hunt ghosts t-tonight? ” ( one young hunter-in-training coming to bother him, Vivian )

_{Of course she would ask on this specific night. So many people dressing up in costumes – maybe he should learn a spell to turn the people INTO the creatures they were dressing as. Or maybe that was in some movie he’d watched when he was younger.}

^{A deep sigh escaped his lips as soon after he rubbed at his temples. “As long as I get to make a few ghosts… sure.”}

“Trick or treat!” (wow peter leave him alone omf)

_{This was the last thing he needed; someone knocking on his hotel room door.}

_{Maybe he should have just stayed under the covers watching some random tv show and then ordering expensive food from the kitchen downstairs.}

_{Should have, but Ky decided to spend his time on his laptop looking over random articles while some music was playing in the background.}

_{However, as the door was knocked on, he thought it was maybe someone going to change the sheets. He told them not to come by – not to even show up unless it was a bill or he specifically requested it, but still they came anyways.}

_{As he he opened the door and saw who it was he rubbed at his temples for a few moments. “Fuck off,” he said, not even bothering to close the door behind him as he went back to the couch. “— do you want pizza?”}

” most don’t get a deal at all. don’t try to change the arrangement now. “

_{“i’m not like most,” he said bluntly. “in-fact, most wouldn’t be sitting here at all, but let’s cut the crap, shall we?” his head lifted and a light sigh escaped his lips. “you get what you want… i get what i want – the sooner we get this over with the better, don’t you agree?”}

‘ i’m fine. it’s a cramp. ’

_{if he was being perfectly honest, he never spent this much time around anyone – not even his own family when they were alive. of course, back then, things were different and he was more focused on avoiding his family. things hadn’t changed that much over the years, but he also didn’t know that much about humans -or himself- really.
“i see.” it wasn’t like he could say much else; he never experienced anything like a cramp before. so… while he was mildly curious, he wasn’t going to let that curiosity get the best of him. at least for the moment.}

‘ I wonder if we, I mean Kyle and I, shall ever see you together… ‘ // from clarissa

_{“it’s possible.”}

_{however, he was about to say highly improbable. ky already hated that ‘everyone’ knew about them already. it was like his entire private life was broadcasted on both earth and hell. disgusting – there was a reason he avoided relationships at any cost and that reason was people interfering…. like they were doing right then.}

_{“i just don’t like…” he adjusted his leather gloves as he spoke. “people… at all.”}

“There is always hope.”

_{“Hope is a fools game,” he said, arms folding across his chest. “All hope ever does is cause problems.” Among other things. “I’d rather believe in fact than something as faulty as hope.”}

He reaches over combing fingers through the others hair.

_{being touched was uncommon for him. even more so these days. it took a while to get used to anyone being around him. let alone them getting close enough to the point where he’d allow them to get near him. still, there was a flinch; if only for a moment. “don’t stop,” he finally managed to get out after around ten seconds of silence as he leaned into the other’s fingers. “—not now.”}

‘ keep your fucking hands off me. ’

_{“do remember who you’re speaking to,” he said sharply. “lest, you might find yourself missing something very important.”}

” please tell me there’s something fun to do around here. ” she groans the words as if she’d die if the answer was no. ” and i do mean actually fun. you /do/ know what happens when i get bored, right? ” loki occupies herself as she speaks, fingers twisting through long hair. ” i trust you know fun for someone like me. “

_{fun was relative; one person’s fun could be another’s boredom. ky knew for a fact there were many things to do, but keeping loki occupied was proving to be difficult – a reason he enjoyed being alone. anyone near him for an extended amount of time just proved to be a nuisance.}

_{“destroying a town sounds fun,” he said, arms crossing over his chest. “unless you mean something else?”}