
“Does it ever really matter what I want?”

“Does it ever really matter what I want?”

“Isn’t that a good thing?”

well, he’s ready for you to sin for him anytime.

“the only way i’d ever make it a challenge is if i wanted you dead.” a pause. “i don’t by the way, but that could be changed.”

They were outnumbered. That much was a given. If it was up to him, her voice would have been silenced, and the obvious wouldn’t have been stated. It was quite clear he knew the odds were against him, but as per-usual, he decided ultimately ignore it.
“Are we?” He asked, sarcasm practically dripping from his lips. “Not for long.” His eyes narrowed. “I can handle this myself.”

“i make deals,” he said, arms crossing his chest. “apparently, i’m quite good at it, but honestly? i’d rather be laying in a bed wearing nothing than anything else.” not that it mattered to him. there were loads of things he could do, but deals were easier, and low risk in all reality. well, usually.
at one time, ky may have believed the other’s words, but the problem was that he saw no use in believing in something as simple as a desire for an outcome. hope was a fools game. it could make or break a man – a reason to why he relied on facts. twisted as they may be… they gave him confidence; a tad better than hope.

“yeah, well,” he said, hands sliding into his back pockets, “i don’t deal in hope.”

“I didn’t expect to stick around this long.” There was more to it of course, most of the time he made sure to sabotage his own relationships, and get out of them before they got serious. Well, serious enough to actually admit what he truly was, and what he was actually capable of. “That is why I kept it out of sight and out of mind.” Even if it was the last thing he wanted. Especially then.

“Yeah, I learned that the hard way.” He sucked in a deep breath and let it out slowly; he hated every single one of them. It didn’t matter what they did or who they were. He wanted to destroy every last one of them. “What about them?”

“then do it.” he wasn’t going to deny dean anything – not now and most certainly not ever. no, he didn’t think there was a real point in it. “kill everyone if you have to – kill her last if you want, but do it.”