‘ i don’t usually take requests, but i suppose i can make an exception every now and again. as long as you’re certain it’s what you want. things can get rather unpleasant should one change their mind mid journey. that is why you’re here then? ’
while it was true that he had a death wish, even ky didn’t know if it was what he truly wanted. then again, it was rare that anyone asked what he wanted. most of the time he was told what to do; keep out of trouble, don’t do this, and stay away from that. it was a constant cycle that was tiring, but one he couldn’t escape from. even if he tried.
‘does it even matter?’ the question was asked as he rubbed at his eyes, ‘i’m a mistake… it’s all i ever have been, and maybe getting out is the best thing i can do.’ it was a fact in his mind that everyone would be better off if he vanished. that way, he no longer had to worry about his screwing up again. ‘ maybe then i’ll no longer feel like this. ’
Hellfirebound 