
“i’ve always been the mistake,” he said bluntly. “after a while i just got used to the fact of knowing that no matter what i do,” his eyes closed; hands forming into tight fists, “i’ll never be enough.”
// @wolfraged

“i’ve always been the mistake,” he said bluntly. “after a while i just got used to the fact of knowing that no matter what i do,” his eyes closed; hands forming into tight fists, “i’ll never be enough.”
// @wolfraged

it was always the same; dodging cops and staying in run-down hotels. he could afford more – much more, but he didn’t want his name linked to anything. nor did he want to get on any watch lists. a reason to why he hung out in the lowest of low places he could find – anything to stay away from everyone.
that way, he wouldn’t have to worry about the death’s, and he could reasonably find a way to control his abilities. of course, it was better said than done; he already had to change hotels twice this week, but mainly due to his ‘accidents’. the first time was a maid – the second, just a poor kid who was in the wrong place at the wrong time. there would have been a third, but he managed to stop himself just in time.
a reason to why he was in a worse dump than he usually was. it took cash, so that was a good thing, but he still wanted more. much more… he just convinced himself to not grab it… minute by minute and day by day.
“don’t you have someone else to bother?” a simple question; one aimed at who he thought was just someone passing by as he leaned on the railing. “or somethin’ to do?”
// @personatvs – bucky /what we talked about