madtiitan – Hellfirebound

_{LIFE WAS PAIN. it didn’t matter their species or abilities. it didn’t matter if they were RICH or POOR. the entirety of existence was filled with PAIN – to some they could thrive in it, but others? well, they couldn’t. not really. either way, LETTING go was something ky never could just do. he still HATED everything; his past, his current situation, and whatever FUTURE he had. trying to CHANGE it was IMPOSSIBLE, but he still ATTEMPTED – even if it would never AMOUNT to anything. “yeah,” he said, arms folding across his chest, “reality sucks.”}

_{// @madtiitan xxx}

madtiitan:

“ ARE YOU HERE to judge as the past have done. Or can you say truly with no hesitation that a conquering god that I have become.” NOR flick of suppressing words can undo to what the Titan believes was RIGHTFULLY condoned to the universe. Mostly for it was not exactly too late to reverse but merely of what had been fitted. ( sc made for @hellfirebound )

_{“JUDGEMENT is not mine to give.” he may have DISLIKED things – maybe even HATED them at his core, but he wasn’t going to VOICE his opinions. he knew BETTER than to do so. especially around one’s that could be considered his BETTERS. “i’m ILL-SUITED in the matter to PASS it upon someone like yourself.”}

_madtiitan:

_{“Then there is nothing more to lose.” WITH an affective ability of assuring the chances of fatality in COMING requirements. To in hopes, Thanos was UNSURE if able to be undertaken by the other, the chance was WIDE given to allow his request. “I wonder how much they meant to you. Or rather reasons to even do so.” The question LINGERED, favored to answer but not directly. “Would you do it AGAIN?”}

_{“i’ve learned SACRIFICE is needed.” more importantly, there was no way to AVOID it when the time came. did that mean he would do it all again? possibly, but he wasn’t going to THINK about it. no, everything he had DONE was for a reason, and while he REGRETTED several things he’d done? there was NO going back. not now. “so, yes. EVERY single time.”}

_madtiitan:

WORTH, what a way of words, leaving the Titan to acknowledge. But to what content of worth was it valued, perhaps that is what mattered. “Was the worth something that was a concern to you. Or to someone else’s?” What importance did it lie under, to who was lying of whats difficult in sacrifice. This was not a time to conduct experiment of mentality of loss. Thanos quieted, staying in silence.

_{“MYSELF.” he should have thought over his answer; put more thought into forming the right WORDS instead of spiting out the only thing he could say at the moment. was the SACRIFICES he made of value to him specifically? yes. on somedays, he even believed it, but on most he did not. “you can be sure about that.”}

madtiitan:

“Have you ever sacrificed something.” THANOS paused. “Or someone?” Curiosity thrived, bitterly as a MANAGED glimpse of the past gave a thrill. The TITAN quietly paced, having a clear sight on the other.

❤ ( sc – @hellfirebound )

_{“yes, i HAVE.” that was just the START of it, but was it truly SACRIFICE or something else? he didn’t KNOW what it was – not other than knowing it was something he COULDN’T precisely put words to. “sometime’s it’s HARDER than others, but it’s WORTH it.”}