siinfvl‌ – grant

                                             take the shot ———
or i will…

six words. six
simple words that, together, form a threat. a threat so familiar after being heard
so many times ——— uttered by different people ; but similar monsters nonetheless   (
take the shot, or i will.   throw him in,
or i will ) ——— that the sentence
is no longer conditional. it has become a certainty.

                                            IT HAS BECOME A PROMISE.

it rings the same
this time. echoes with the same inevitability a promise does. ky’lar’s unwavering
gaze betrays no reluctance either. and grant knows then, with complete belief, that his bullet will mean
salvation for this victim.

        the target has
been drawn, and there are only two ways this could end ———

                                                   swiftly ; or painfully.

so he lifts the
gun, its muzzle finding the center of the man’s forehead. grant knows neither
the man’s name nor his story. and while his preference of not knowing these
pieces of information brands him a coward, a cold—blooded killer that cares
naught for the lives he takes, he chooses that route. ignorance is better than
putting a name, an identity, and a life to the eyes he’s about to shoot a
bullet in between of.  doing so gives his
mind its weapons to haunt his nightmares with.

                                                        TAKE THE SHOT…

the gun trembles
in his hands, a quake that he cannot afford settling on his limbs. and he steps
closer, pushing the cold steel against the man’s skin, finding stability on the
perch of the weapon pressing against flesh. the victim’s fear—stricken eyes
widen even further, tears leaking from its corners. plea after plea, bargain
after bargain froths from his lips, but none of the sounds reach grant’s ears. his
memories deafen him, it blinds him of the picture playing from reality until all
he can witness are the imprints of the past in his battered brain.

                                                 TAKE CARE OF BUDDY.

that dog, so
trusting, so loving, so protective. the only companion he had in years, the dog
that hunted for him when he knew squat about survival, the dog that shielded
him from the cold with his own body, the dog that chased the loneliness away
and protected his sanity. and he had trained another gun on that dog’s head,
painted the same target between his warm brown eyes.

                                                              PUSH HIM IN.

youngest brother,
the boy he’s protected from the moment that baby was born. and a threat from
the eldest brother to push the boy down the well, and not throw the rope for
the first two minutes. or not do it, and the two minutes become five, maybe
ten, possibly with no rope either. and he was given the same condition.

two different
moments in his past, both of similar nature. and in those two moments, he’d made
different decisions. he had not spared the brother, too afraid of the threat
being brought to reality by christian. so he had pushed thomas into the well,
waited with his head hanging over the edge of the well, counting down the
seconds until he could throw the rope he held so tightly in his small hands. he
had managed to save thomas from a more painful torture from their older
brother. but in return, he had killed their relationship.

he spared the dog
the pain of his bullet. couldn’t pull the trigger when the dog had looked upon
him, still with trust in its eyes even as the weapon was trained at him. the shot
fired at the sky instead had scared the dog into flight, running away for its
life. and in doing so, he had subjected him to the more painful death of
bleeding out, slowly dying from the bullet of garrett’s gun.

two different
choices made in two different moments of his life, resulting to two different outcomes.
now faced with the same decision, he’s aware of the weight loaded in his gun.

                                                         a deep breath…

                                                finger tighter on
the trigger.

                                                           HE PULLS.

                                                     the shot rings
out.

the muzzle tilts
down at the last second, the bullet finding its intended target. a cry of pain
follows the clap of the gunshot, and blood wells from the gunshot wound on the
man’s knee. grant sits on his haunches, then, forearm perching on his knee, the
gun tightly held in his fist. he leans forward, as if about to whisper an
intimate secret into the man’s ear.

❛ i know who you
are. and you’ve seen our face. if i find out you whispered any incriminating
information against us to anyone, i will come after you, and everyone you love.
i will kill them all while you watch, and i’ll hurt you. i will HURT and MAIM
you until you’re an inch from death, and leave you to slowly die as the corpses
of your family rot around you. ❜    

in the end, there’s
no need to wait for a nod or any other sign of acquiescence. it’s clear in the
sobs that ring out from the man’s trembling mouth that the message has been
received. so grant stands up, his brown orbs dead of any and all emotions. he
stands to his feet, saunters towards ky’lar.

❛ he won’t talk. ❜     he shoves the gun at the demon’s chest.     ❛ next time you give me an order like
that because you don’t have the guts to do it yourself, just shoot me in the
head yourself. because i’m not your slave. ❜     the browns of his orbs flash with anger,
with hatred, and it’s not even influenced by the rage the asgardian staff has
awoken in him a few years prior. it’s purely the anger born of his past.

it’s a dangerous game
he dares to play with a demon as ruthless as ky’lar, he knows that. and it’s an
idiotic move, daring him the way he did. but he’d rather choose to suffer and
be tormented. than surrender his freedom once more, and let another treat him
as a slave.

                              ❛ i’d rather take  whatever  torment
                              you have reserved for me, than let
                                 anyone control me ever
again. ❜  

one order. six simple words. a threat and a promise. ky wanted grant to take the shot out of necessity; not cowardice. he wanted everything – not a majority- of what he said followed. 

swiftly or painfully. with mercy or with out. he didn’t care which option was chosen. nor did he truly have a preference. 

all he cared about was grant doing as instructed; taking the shot.

and so he waited, watched, and held his breath. there was something about grant that had the demon intrigued. something about him that kept him on his toes.  

he enjoyed that feeling.

a deep breath was taken in as he waited. his eyes narrowing on the victim  and then shifting towards the gun. 

all grant had to do was pull the trigger – what was taking so long?

he took a step forward. lips forming into a thin-line as he watched the gun. the slight movements were enough to tell ky something was wrong. 

maybe he wasn’t going to pull the trigger – that would prove problematic

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ky watched and he waited. eyes narrowing as it looked like grant  wasn’t going to take the shot. he’d get his – disobeying an order – not doing as instructed. it seemed that grant would learn just what it would be like in hell.

                        then it was pulled.
                        the shot rang out.
                       a smirk spread across his lips.

however, it faded at the very last second. the man didn’t drop dead. he was still alive. 

it was enough to make him kill the both of them right there, but he couldn’t. 

ky wouldn’t allow himself to lash out at grant. not now – not this soon, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t do so when this… lesser was dispatched. even if he had to do so himself.

so he listened to every word  that was said; making sure that he could use it later if needed. 

this wasn’t a mercy. it was letting them free of death due to the fact someone – meaning grant – wouldn’t fire the shot off properly.

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as the gun was shoved at his chest, he moved to grab it;  taking a moment to look it over before moving it in his right hand and firing two shots off.

one after another. no hesitation either time. 

ky’lar went cold. colder than he ever had been around grant. if he didn’t have enough restraint, he would have shot grant as well, but this wasn’t time to lose someone like him – no. he’d do something far worse.

not anymore. ❜ a pause as he slid the gun into the back of his pants.  ❛ you should know i don’t enjoy lose ends – not even when they’re an accident. ❜ he could have said more – much more in-fact, but  he decided against that. at least for the moment.

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❛ if you, ❜ he bit his lower lip for a moment, going over the words he’d say next in his mind as his eyes narrowed,  ❛ if you, ❜ he repeated,  ❛ pull something like that again… you’ll wish you were never born. ❜ no, it wasn’t exactly what he meant,  but ky knew exactly what he’d be doing the moment they got out of here.

he’d have a small chat with grant – no, it wouldn’t be a  chat.  ky would make sure that grant was taught a lesson. something that he should have known already; the demon gets what he wants. 

                                 no matter the price.
                                no matter the cost
                                he’d have what was his.

❛ that is a promise. ❜ 

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there were only so many positive outcomes that could ultimately come from the situation they were in.  if they failed,  it would look bad on the both of them,  but failure wasn’t an option.  not this time around – a reason to why ky was hoping grant would extinguish the last witness. no one needed to know they were there and ky didn’t need anyone; be it shield, hydra, or otherwise trying to track them down.

                   ❛     take the shot.    ❜    his arms slipped from his pockets to behind his back.    it was an order –  the first one he’d ever issued towards grant,   but it wouldn’t be the last.    ❛  — or i will.    ❜    not that ky would have ever lowered himself into firing a gun – grant must have known that already,   but there were… other ways he could handle this one.    ways that were much  more painful than a simple bullet.

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siinfvl‌:

     ❛ oh, yeah. BEST BUDDIES. ❜     the sarcasm drips from his words, and yet
his eyes remained narrowed into slits. it does not go unnoticed that the man had
not answered his question of how he knew his name. still, despite the alarm
bells grant’s suspicions should have alerted in his system, curiously enough,
he’s still there. he’s still sitting across the stranger, not even knowing the
man’s name, and still humoring this ridiculous idea of a supervillain team.

   

to be honest, the
idea doesn’t sound too absurd, if he only thought about it for real. after all,
SHIELD had sold him back to his brother, and even after he’d tried to give them
treats ——— in the form of hydra agents he leaves on their doorstep
——— SHIELD still left him bleeding out on the floor of that collapsing
building in puerto rico. time and again, he has asked for a second chance, a
second chance that coulson had been very generous to give other people  (  akela amador ; even mike peterson, and mike’s
was three chances )    but could never give him. still, he’s the
bad guy, he’s the villain of their story.

                       quite frankly, he’s
getting tired of trying to prove them wrong.

   

❛ don’t think i
don’t notice you’re not telling me how you know me. and that you’re not telling
me your name either, but whatever.  i’m
past the point of caring at this point.  so, tell me instead, what have you got with
this plan of yours ??   who do you have on board so far, and what are
you planning to do once you’ve got your super villain group ?? ❜    

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         a light chuckle escaped his lips as ward finished speaking. ky had to admit that he liked him; so many questions and getting to the finer points of the conversation without having to muddle through small talk. in some ways, he could say it was commendable, but in others? well,  it was directly the opposite of sorts.

            ❛ everything will be known in time. ❜  admitting patience was needed was one thing, but blandly admitting the obvious was another entirely. while it was  rare when both were needed at the same time, ky knew how to take things in strides. even if that was the last thing he needed to do entirely.

              ❛ you could say i’m a friend, but if we’re going to be spending time together…❜ he trailed off for several moments. saying who he was – the entirety – of it wasn’t needed. however, there was no shame in admitting his name was there? no, he didn’t think there was. not truly.  

            ❛ it’s ky’lar. you should know that at least. ❜ well, it wasn’t everything ward needed to know, but he’d  get  around to  it in time. all he had to do was build up to it and maybe one day he’d let ward know everything. for now? well he was just going to start with the basics.  ❛ and among other things, i believe this little… group of mine has some potential. ❜ it may not have been a established plan of sorts, but he’d make one eventually; what was better on day’s that ended with the letter ‘y’ than murder? nothing in his mind.

                ❛ the type that may -if properly motivated- could take on just about anyone. ❜ he left out the part about funding, his family money, and how getting other’s to join would prove to be quiet challenging. no, he’d try to sell himself as best as possible. then he’d go from there. it was the only thing he could do in this situation.  

                 well, besides bribing them with assurances and bags of cash.

                 ❛ all my little…  team lacks so far is you. ❜ was it a stretch? maybe it was to admit something that bold this soon. or maybe it wasn’t – either way, he wasn’t about to correct himself. not now. not when all he needed was another man or…  rather anyone to help – no assist with his plans. besides… a team wasn’t a team if it only had one person. no, it would take more – many more -, but  two would do. for now. if he even got that far. 

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    ❛ and how could you be sure that it’ll be worthwhile ?? ❜     but the curiosity soon leaves him the moment his name falls from the other man’s lips ——— the man he has never met before.       eyes narrow, suspicion swimming in the orange specks of his brown orbs in place of curiosity.        ❛ how do you know my name ?? ❜      he has to wrack his memory for any recollection, an introduction from years before that he might have forgotten about. maybe a welcome wagon from his shield days ??        a welcome wagon for powered individuals to be enrolled on the index. if that’s the case, and he cannot recall anything, he’s already at a disadvantage. the man knows him, but he knows nothing of him.

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those were the two important questions weren’t they? not just the reasons to why, but also how he knew of Ward. suffice to say, a welcome wagon was one way of putting it; not the best, but most certainly not the worst. ky had his sources; a name was just a name, but knowing some about Ward was key to his plans. It wasn’t much, but anything was far better than nothing when it came to information these days.

❛ so many questions; here i thought were already great friends. ❜ there was enough sarcasm in his tone to tell he wasn’t serious, but on some level… ky thought they were going to be great. maybe not right now or anytime soon, but one day it was or could  be  quite possible.  

❛ it will be… enough to make sure we’re feared; maybe  enough to take on a  few teams, but i doubt we’ll get that far with-out some ground rules. ❜ or knowing how to actually work together, but all would come in good time (or so he hoped).  ❛ i wouldn’t want  anyone going in… and  then  fighting amongst themselves at a vital moment, would you?❜  

however, the key point for how he knew ward still wasn’t touched  upon. in-fact, he didn’t even see it as  necessary for the time being. ❛ besides… we’ll have great outfits. ❜ 

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❛ that or i’m just making sure your super villain team is worth my time. ❜    

a slight smirk spread across his lips for a few moments. as much as ky wanted to say it would be? he wasn’t going to do down that route – no, he was going to try something a bit more… risky.   ❛ well,  i can assure you it would be worthwhile. as for being worth your time? well, that is up for debate, isn’t it ward?❜

it never was easy; admitting he’d made some sort of mistake. nor was it when he found himself in a situation with-out an easy exit. maybe he’d made too many mistakes – trusting that people he paid would actually do as he said. maybe he’d over stretched his reach.

not that it mattered now. being trapped in a small room wasn’t comforting. nor did he enjoy being there in the first place, but that was  what happened when you got caught.  oh well – he’d find a way to get out of this one way or another. 

talking would suffice, but would they truly listen? most likely not. no one ever did when it was  really important. ——still, the blood on his hands ( not to mention jacket ) spoke for itself. there was doubt anyone would let him speak… let alone long enough so he could twist his words to the point they’d have no choice, but to let him out of this barbaric confinement

and yet his head lifted the moment after the noise of entry; such a delight as eyes narrowed in the direction of the doorway. seemed someone was finally coming into greet him or maybe check in to see if he was still alive.

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    “you know,” he said, trying to keep his voice as  even as possible, “i’d have thought someone would have come in here sooner. maybe to offer me release from this.. confinement or maybe you’re here to make it longer – care to tell me  if i’m getting close?”

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❛ gimme a twenty. ❜

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    “— really grant?” part of him wanted to avoid it all together – to have acted like he ignored him. to go on with the rest of his night with out having to deal with what he wanted. sadly enough, he didn’t have that luxury, “get one yourself.” or, in other words, it was ky’s own way of saying he was far too unmotivated to give his brother anything. let alone a few seconds of his time for something so idiotic

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          ❛ they might. but i wouldn’t. ❜  the words are pushed out by pain and
desperation. pain from the fact that his own brother thought he would push his
emotions and pain like they didn’t matter ; and desperation to try and reach
out, outstretch a hand to save him, give him something to hold on to, even when
he didn’t believe there was any point in it.

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❛ we’re
brothers, ky,  ❜   he mutters, syllables tainted by guilt over
the fact that he apparently hadn’t done enough to make ky believe that
connection still means anything. ❛ i’m on your side. ❜  

      It didn’t matter, not to him when the weight of the world was on his shoulders. He may have had Grant, but it didn’t mean much in reality —- not when Ky’lar was the one everyone expected more of. If not to keep himself together, it was to be the one that was more important, and truth be told, pushing aside emotions was a part that was needed.

     He couldn’t be weak —- no matter what, Ky’lar couldn’t give into anything that would make him look worse than he already was. If he did that, he wouldn’t even be considered for anything, and this he contained everything inside until the perpetual breaking point. 

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        ❛ It doesn’t matter now. ❜ As long as they didn’t find out it would be fine — he would be safe. Just as long as no one knew about this and the thoughts that crossed his mind every time he got into a difficult situation or found an opportunity. 

             His own hands slipped into his back pockets : taking the hand would mean he wanted help and he didn’t. Not when the inevitable plunge was so close, but was ripped away this time at least.

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        ❛ No one’s on my side. I learned that a very long time ago…. not even you. ❜ The reality was that Ky’lar didn’t mean the words — didn’t even mean for them to come out that harshly, but then again, there was no taking them back. Not now.

“You could’ve told me you felt like this.”

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He always had a death-wish, but it wasn’t until now that anyone ever truly found out about everything due to the fact that personal feelings never were spoke of. To do so would only lead to more problems and it was why Ky’lar made sure he stayed alone —- no one else needed to know about this. 

“What good would it have done anyways? They would simply tell me to ‘tough’ it out or some shit like that.” 

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