PSA ;; Please never expect me to respond quickly to anything ever. Whether or not it’s a thread, it’s an ask, it’s a meme — whether or not I responded quickly the time before — whether or not I’m online — etc, etc, etc. I promise I’m not ignoring you, I promise I’m doing my best. I have tons of responsibilities not related to Tumblr, && I also need to eat && sleep && sometimes I’m just not emotionally game. It’s not because I don’t like you, it’s not because I don’t want to do the thing, it’s because I’m human. Thank you!
Tag: the eternal queue
“don’t think of it as excited – think of it more as i was bored an’ decided to drop in.” quite literally.
// @tohavelost xxx
“you know, i can be decent at times, right?”
@thc-wrong-side-of-heaven
“ where’s your conscience? where’s your heart? “
it’s six feet under, dead and gone…
“or you just don’t care.” though that was another point entirely. “i’ve spent enough time in-between realms that it’s hard to keep track of what’s current or otherwise.”
// @endurraesa xxx
he’d tried to DIE before. it never ended well for anyone around him; usually ky find himself GASPING for air after it was finished. SOMEONE or something kept him from the brink of death. maybe it was his own SURVIVAL instincts or maybe it was something else. he had long STOPPED trying to DETERMINE what it was. all he knew now was that it was IMPOSSIBLE to stop the DOWNWARD spiral he was in. though, he could DIVERT it… if he had the means or perhaps even an OPPORTUNITY. ❝ i highly DOUBT that death would ever WANT me. ❞ then again, he’d been WRONG before. ❝ we’re not exactly on SPEAKING terms. ❞
LIFE WAS PAIN. it didn’t matter their species or abilities. it didn’t matter if they were RICH or POOR. the entirety of existence was filled with PAIN – to some they could thrive in it, but others? well, they couldn’t. not really. either way, LETTING go was something ky never could just do. he still HATED everything; his past, his current situation, and whatever FUTURE he had. trying to CHANGE it was IMPOSSIBLE, but he still ATTEMPTED – even if it would never AMOUNT to anything. “yeah,” he said, arms folding across his chest, “reality sucks.”
// @madtiitan xxx
for once, ky was speaking truthfully; there would be literal hell to pay when he got back home – not just for leaving, but for being here. a reason to why he had said his former statement. maybe then he wouldn’t have to deal with the shit that was no doubt going to face later on down the line. still, he sucked in a deep breath, and tried to act calmer than he was – anything so maybe he could get his point across. “you don’t get to make that decision! not for me!”
“well, there is no harm in trying.” at least these days. “on the other hand… i can handle it myself.” most likely.
Hellfirebound 