hc + daredevil!

_{There are many things that could be specifically stated about the Devil of Hell’s Kitchen.}

_{However, none of them are decent, and rarely is the subject brought up. Now, that’s not to say he doesn’t like him —- ironically, if they were to ever meet, he would more than likely request the Devil’s help to actually take down his father ( blackheart ) if only in rumors ( daredevil #270 ) that he was able to defeat him ( even though he almost died with out the help of spiderman ).}

_{Though, in truth, it would either come down to a massive fight or they could possibly get along.}

_{Either way, my personal headcanon is that Ky’lar would instantly take a high DISLIKE for him… at least until Ky was able to see past his own hate towards… well anyone.}

“I can’t believe you forgot our anniversary.” (caleb being a smartass probably)

^{❝ —— an’ i can’t BELIEVE you’re still talking. ❞}

“Is there something you want to tell me?” (from ana)

^{there were many things that he personally wanted to tell
her, but at the same time, he couldn’t get the words to come
out — at least not in the way he wanted,}

❝ no, there is nothing. ❞

“i got rid of all your chains so now you can’t use ’em on me anymore.”

^{it didn’t surprise him; eventually, caleb would manage to find a way to stop
him from using chains. that much was well known from the beginning of this
little game of his,}

❝ so i see. ❞ his lips pursed into a thin line,

❝ however, that
doesn’t change the facts; you’re going back to hell. ❞ it wasn’t that ky’lar
wanted to send him there, but rather, he knew that if caleb was going to
pull this… ky would pull something worse.

“What are you feeling?” (ana doesnt buy your excuse that you feel nothing ky deal with it)

_{“Nothing.” The words came out far easier than he thought they would, but all the same, he wasn’t going to deal with explaining to her what he truly managed to feel. Nothing was easier to explain as he didn’t need to feel anything —- all that it usually was ended up being anger or hate. That was the normal these days, “It’s what I always feel.”}

“You could’ve told me you felt like this.”

^{He always had a death-wish, but it wasn’t until now that anyone ever truly found out about everything due to the fact that personal feelings never were spoke of. To do so would only lead to more problems and it was why Ky’lar made sure he stayed alone —- no one else needed to know about this.}

^{“What good would it have done anyways? They would simply tell me to ‘tough’ it out or some shit like that.”}

^{// @siinfvl}

“I love you, but I can’t stand you.”

^{was he truly that horrible to be around? maybe lucifer was right — no matter how much he cared for someone, he was always difficult to be around, and it was no doubt starting to show more often than not.}

^{ky knew that when it was just the both of them having sex, it was easy to forget about everything —- easy to forget about how different they were, but eventually reality always ended up settling in. when it did, it always pointed back on how ky’lar was, and that he destroyed everything he came in contact with.}

^{❛ do you want me to leave? ❜ it was a simple question, but one that he knew would have consequences beyond that of the moment, but none the less, he wasn’t going to take back his words,}

❛ —– i can if you wish. ❜

^{// @forsakenscn}

“Do you love me? It’s a simple question.”

_{no matter what they had been through, the archangel could always catch the demon off guard, and cause him to pause his entire thought process. ky’lar had said several times over that he loved lucifer, had even gone so far to admit that the angel was his will to live at times, but could he truly admit that he loved him?}

_{the power of being the other’s demon was absolute, anyone that knew ky’lar well could see that, but actual love? he didn’t know how to do so properly; it was usually possession to the point where they were his and no one else’s. yet, at the same time, being with lucifer was different, and it was showing to the point that the demon truly cared about someone else —- even if he had made more mistakes than he could count.}

❛ ——— more than you know. ❜ he couldn’t simply say yes, it wasn’t that simple, and ky doubted it ever would be. however, he was willing to attempt his best — that much was for certain.

_{// @forsakenscn}

“Did you think I wouldn’t notice you sneaking out of bed every night?”

^{the harsh truth of the matter was that no matter how relaxed ky’lar had became around the archangel, he always ended up having to distance himself when he got too close, and always debated leaving. having some semblance of ‘peace’ or even happiness was foreign to him — even more so these days since he avoided sleeping completely.}

^{while it was true he didn’t need sleep often, it was something that helped him focus, but at the same time, ky’lar didn’t want to deal with the dreams nor the non-stop nightmares that plagued him and talking about them was out of the question due to the simple fact it wasn’t worth talking about.}

^{❛ —– i can’t sleep. ❜ it was a full out lie, he could sleep just fine, but he refused to see lucifer murder him over, and over again while he slept. refused to deal with seeing the one person he cared for torturing him only to quit when he woke up and yet he knew he had to say something…. he just couldn’t,}

❛ it’s nothing. ❜

^{// @forsakenscn}

” Don’t resent me. “

^{Ky’lar NEVER thought he would hear those words from Magneto of all people. After-all,, his stay was only TEMPORARY, and he made sure to EMPHASIZE that fact OFTEN. If he had a CHOICE in the matter, he would have STAYED permanently, but REALITY showed OTHERWISE.}

_{If he stayed, it would make matters WORSE for the Brotherhood, and that would lead to MORE problems. They wouldn’t just be up against their USUAL enemies , but against the more DEMONIC sort that would ULTIMATELY lead to a CHOICE that Ky’lar wasn’t ready to make.}

_{Though, as it was, part of him KNEW that he would HAVE to move on, and it was already CLEAR that the DATE was moving closer. Eventually, he would be DRAGGED back to the one PLACE that he RAN from, and there would be no way to STOP it.}

_{Well, not with out SEVERAL calculated RISKS that could ULTIMATELY either leave him POWERLESS or DEAD. A reason to why he hadn’t planned on BRINGING up the option —- something he DEEPLY regretted.}

_{❛ I don’t….. I just CAN’T go back nor CAN I take the RISKS of staying here either. ❜}