“Well, don’t you know what they say about the show? Well, even if you don’t play, it must go on.”

_{while that may have been true, ky’lar didn’t seem to truly care about what was said about it : life had a funny way of smacking him in the face over and over again. he wanted out of everything and that meant even existing. he thought john knew this, but at the same time, ky should have known better than to trust constantine with anything,}

❝ ——— i don’t care anymore, john. i want out, is that too much to ask? ❞

“I’ll make you fear me.”

_{he knew that it was entirely possible for john to do something major ; the last few times he had been terrified, but it wasn’t for long. john constantine amused the demon, but more than anything else, he wanted to learn all about him.}

_{there was just something about john constantine that ended up drawing him in and in truth, that was a reason the demon never wanted to leave. though, at the same time, he knew that eventually, everything would come crashing down around him. it was all just a matter of time.}

_{❝——– wanna count on that, johnny boy? ❞}

“can i go now, dipshit?” (caleb no)

_{❝ so, your NEWEST name for me is dipshit? ❞ a slight grin pulled at his lips as his right hand moved to grip the other’s THROAT harshly,}

❝ let’s see how you ENJOY being ROASTED over a volcano, would you LIKE that, caleb? ❞

“you don’t have to say it. your knuckles speak volumes.” (from ana)

_{they were covered THICKLY in blood; the flesh had even been BURNT off some and it was clear WHATEVER he had been doing didn’t end well for the one on the RECEIVING end. as much as ky’lar ATTEMPTED to DISTANCE himself from OTHER’S, ana was one few people he could STAND to be around, and it was why his head LOWERED at her words.}

_{If he didn’t need to EXPLAIN anything, he wouldn’t, and he’d slip his USUAL gloves on later to hide the marks. Anything so he wouldn’t have to ELABORATE on what he had DONE and would more than likely do AGAIN.}

sets ky’s hair alight with a snap of his fingers

_{maybe he shouldn’t have been PRESSING john’s buttons, but at the same time, the demon didn’t care. if it meant making causing CHAOS, he was all for it —- just seemed that john was more annoyed than anything else. either way, he didn’t EXPECT this kind of REACTION from the man —- even if it did take him almost FULL two MINUTES to realize he was on fire.}

❝ —— JOHN!!! ❞

“The less you know about me, the better.”

^{of course that was the truth : the more someone knew about another, the more danger they were in. it was something that ky’lar was slowly learning and at the same time, he wished that he never had to. fact of the matter or not, he wanted to learn more due to the fact it may be useful, but he wasn’t going to press him for the information. it was easier that way,}

❝ —— fine. whatever you say. ❞ even though he was still slightly disappointed over-all about his decision.

casually muzzles a hissing Ky

_{the demon was ANGRY that he DIDN’T get to do what he personally WANTED to. so what if it meant the DEATH’S of hundreds of people? it would get him one STEP closer towards his GOAL. not that it MATTERED now, the only REASON he was now MUZZLED due to the fact he thought JOHN would have given him ANOTHER option.}

_{of course, he decided, instead of spitting out a bunch of cuss words, he decided to CONTINUE hissing. that way, he wouldn’t have to say ANYTHING towards john until he was CALMED down.}

hc + afterlife

_{when most people die, they usually go to their final ‘resting’ place. be it valhalla, hel, the underworld, or whatever their religion or spiritual belief provides honestly, it doesn’t matter to him where people go, but they all go somewhere. it could even be heaven or hell — the only problem is where do demons and angels go when they die?}

_{for ky’lar, he believes that after he finally dies, it will be somewhere where he can have peace. even a dull burning nothingness is much better than living a times.}

hc + nightmares

_{they are common: far more than he is willing to admit and they are the prime reason he DOESN’T sleep often. the moment he even passes out for a few minutes, he ends up having SEVERAL nightmares.}

_{some of them he can HANDLE, but a vast majority of them he CAN’T. thus, he does everything possible to AVOID sleeping — he might HAVE to every once in a long while, but he almost always HATES every moment of it.}

_{they usually revolve around his time in hell, his childhood that is a MASSIVE blur, and then him actually losing everyone. there are others, but those are the most COMMON ones.}

hc + obedience (seemed fitting with how they are lmao)

^{obedience, for the most part, is one of the few things that is NEEDED if ky’lar is going to spend ANY amount of time around you. It’s not exactly a REQUIREMENT, but he prefers more DOMINATE roles, and ENJOY’S being in charge. if he isn’t, there is a MAJOR chance that he’s going to everything in his ABILITY to establish some control there —- even if it’s NOT going to work out in the long run.}

^{short version; he likes to be in CONTROL of every situation he’s in as it makes him feel SAFE.}