_{_{_{we are each our own devil, & we make this world our hell .}}}

_{“ You are the first one to also understand that most demons frown up just the mention of the word and Dean gave up everything for me , so there is nothing I wouldn’t do for him no matter the price , ‘ a pause follows as a breath is taken and a hand is running through his hair he knew though that Dean would react badly when finding out about the deal he made but he could worry about that later ‘.}

@hellfirebound

_{“most demons forget about who they were before,” he said bluntly. “luckily for you, i deal with enough of my family every day, and they’re all demons. “ a shrug. “more or less.” he could have gone on, but instead, he took in a deep breath and let it out slowly. “i just hope it will be worth it… family is complicated, but sometimes it’s needed.”}

_{“the only way you can call him my boss is if you’re referring to the fact that he signs my checks.” currently, she was pissed off at lucifer. she had always been loyal to him, and for what? him to always brush her off? “if you’re looking for a favor you’re wasting your time.”}

_{“well, i’ve wasted my time on worse things than this. so,” he slipped his hands into the pockets of his jacket, “i think i’ll take my chances on this.” even if things were slim… ky would still attempt to do things half-way decently. even if he couldn’t exactly cut corners this time around. “among other things, i wouldn’t be here unless it was important.”}

‘ ^{yes.
there’s no hesitation in the young queen’s answer, because what’s the point in denying the ice and current of cold and winter that she can feel flowing just BENEATH HER SKIN.}

_{‘ most would disagree with that.’
then again, most people – humans at least – didn’t seem to think that anything else existed. they had their physical world and then their religious world. nothing else in-between. not really at least on most days.
‘especially when you start getting into more radical ideas.’}

im a creature of habit. mostly bad ones

_{“Let me guess, it’s something super illegal?”}

_{“Slightly illegal,” he corrected. “In just a few countries.”}

lukas-musings:

I didn’t ask for this!
I didn’t ask to be born!
To be made!

_{“some people take their morals and responsibilities seriously. though that is becoming less and less common these days.”}

_{“an’ some people are fools,” he said sharply. “as the old saying goes… give a man a fish and he can eat for a day – teach him how to fish? he can eat for a lifetime.” a pause. “or as long as he has the right tools, but after a while? he may get bored – he may think that if he catches enough fish, he can sell them, and start saving. soon, he no longer fishes, and one day he’s right back to where he started.” he shrugged. “everyone has a breaking point. even me.”}

“ the voices are the least of my concerns. we’re basically friends at this point. compadres. confidants. purgatory has much bigger bumps in the night than my little whispers. “

_{“are they now? purgatory may have much larger bumps, but i doubt as much as little whispers. you see, eventually, they will stop, and then that is when you realize…. that you’ll forever alone in this world.” a pause. “and the next.”}