❛ gimme a twenty. ❜

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    “— really grant?” part of him wanted to avoid it all together – to have acted like he ignored him. to go on with the rest of his night with out having to deal with what he wanted. sadly enough, he didn’t have that luxury, “get one yourself.” or, in other words, it was ky’s own way of saying he was far too unmotivated to give his brother anything. let alone a few seconds of his time for something so idiotic

“You did this to yourself?”

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he knew that she wouldn’t understand; no one really understood what he had to do. sometimes, he could resist doing anything drastic by simply staying away from others, but even then… it never was a full solution. sometimes, he had to take more drastic action, and lock himself away in a cool room – if that didn’t help, he started using a knife. something that didn’t hurt him too much – he would HEAL, but it eased his urges. so, he didn’t think a few cuts would really hurt anyone. well, other than himself.

   “i said don’t worry about me, ed. i’m fine.”