❛ things typically have common sense enough to stay away from here, considering the clientele. ❜
ash stated simply. he never spent too much time worrying about things snooping around here too much, apart from their routine inspections.
❛ i’m sure it gets rough at times not being able to have a steady place… but i’ve always considered myself a bit of a wandering soul myself. ❜
❛ usually my steady places are storage containers. sometimes they hold out but other times they don’t. just never thought about a simple place to stay —- had one once, but after the fire, it was just too much work. ❜ though, the reality was ky’lar just didn’t want to stay in one place for too long. after a week, he needed to leave, and if he stayed a month in an area, it was either for a reason or he liked it there. all the same he always had to run to keep himself alive.
❝ i ain’t never had time for bullshit, now you gonna tell me what’s really goin’ on? ❞
❝ You mean the part where I have hellhounds wanting to take a nice juicy bite out of me or the part where i’m not exactly human? ❞ His hands slipped into the pockets of his jacket, ❝ That’s what’s going on. ❞
❝ i’m not a force of good, nor of evil. i try to stay away from that whole… mess. ❞
❝ Does it work? I mean, I try to do what I want, and that usually ends up with lots of dead bodies around me. Well, that, and several bottles of booze. ❞
❝that’s not something i am at liberty to discuss ❞
❝ you do know i could beat the answers out of you, correct?❞
❛ you had a soul. i’m sure of it. wouldn’t have a piece of you bitter for not being happy if you didn’t. ❜
sam knew the allure of giving up and trying to push feelings away well. it had lead to disaster for her on several occasions. the younger winchester would like to say that she knew from personal experience that demons had feelings if they let themselves, but she had been played. not that she could say there was real love there on either side.
❛ plus, it doesn’t seem like you’ve submitted yourself to blind violence in the name of hell. i’m still standing here, after all. ❜
❛ i submitted myself to violence in the name of myself. ❜ he was going to explain about how he rarely, if ever, used hell as an excuse, but at the same time, it wasn’t worth it. no matter what he did, ky’lar knew that there was one truth about him, and that was his species. a damnable demon that wouldn’t and couldn’t be changed,
❛ no, i don’t think i ever did…. i willingly subjected myself to hell, and for what? just to forget…. forget everything. ❜
❛ guess that’s the harsh reality of hunting…. we don’t set out to kill people, but it is ultimately what we end up doing because we have no choice in saving other people from the people that suffer the unfortunate circumstance of becoming monsters. ❜ he had to explain the guilt away to a lot of hunters in his lifetime, but ultimately, the people they were killing weren’t human anymore… and any sensible person would be happy for them to be stopped from killing people.
❛ i’ve gotten thanked before… usually by demon’s vessels… but also the standard werewolves, vampires. of course, it doesn’t happen too often, but i try to remember that. ❜ a near lifetime of hunting had made him a bit unaffected by these things, but he still did think about it. he hadn’t gotten to the point of blindly killing like he had seen other hunters get to, so he considered that a blessing.
‘ not all monsters are human or have a choice in the matter. years ago, monsters were better hidden —- they were able to only be myth, but now? humanity thinks they are an erotic fantasy or even worse… try to become them as they think it’s amazing or something like that.’ the amount of kids he knew these days were awful, but he couldn’t really complain — it kept everything running smoothly or so he guessed.
‘demon’s usually leave their vessel’s dead. mainly since some might be able to remember things —- sometimes important, but other times? well, i don’t think they would enjoy having a meat suit alive. not truly at least —- all the same, every being as a poteinal to turn into a nightmare or into something good. usually at least.’
❝ but that’s the thing. you had to have made a choice to end up in hell… even if it was one of the more noble reasons to sell your soul… it was still your choice. ❞
sidney hated trying to muck through the gray area, but it was important. though most demons did nothing but kill, he had learned that some of them didn’t.
❝ to some, maybe. for me, i ended up in there for simply existing. if i sold my soul, there would have been a real reason to why i was there, but sadly enough, i don’t even believe i have one. ❞ even if he did, there was no doubt it was just as black as it could possibly get, but that was from his own history more than anything else, ❝ doesn’t matter anyways. still damned for eternity. ❞
❝ and what did that teach ya, how to torture people? most people don’t take too kindly to someone braggin about that. ❞
❝ —– patience. ❞ his lips pursed into a thin-line,
❝ among other things, it taught me patience, but torture? it wasn’t taught in there. then again, i was only dragged to hell due to a simple mistake. ❞ there was a shrug,
❝ must have skipped the torture sessions before i was allowed out. ❞
❛ maybe they believe that they should be revered for what they are doing… for saving people.bt i think they got into the wrong business in that case. most people are too freaked ot to even say thank you after you save them… which is completely understandable. not only did they just stare death in the face, they are realizing that monsters are all around them. ❜
sometimes, it was hard for raisa to justify killing monsters, bt she knew there wasn’t much she could do otherwise. capturing them would be dangerous and costly to have something to keep them locked up… and overall a fruitless endeavor, considering how many of them were just too far gone from their humanity.
❛ i’m sorry you feel so targeted. ❜
❛ most just want to forget the events, but i’ve always been targeted. it’s just what happens. ❜ though, the bad part of the situation was that no matter what he did, there would always be someone after him. some days it was much worse than others, but all the same, ky knew that they wouldn’t stop coming,
❛ even if i could change things, they would still want my head —- most want it on a pike, but… it’s easier to fight than run most days. ❜
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