“You’re nothing but a boy trying to prove himself a man.” // from Bobby

bobby was right – he was  just a boy trying to be something more. by human standards he was an adult, but by demon? still a child. a child who was just starting to understand who they were and that was all that mattered.  

for as long as he lived, he’d still be a child; not until most of the people he knew were  long gone. a reason to why he didn’t want to accept reality. he wanted to prove he was more – well, more than what he was, and could be worthy of obtaining a throne or even the throne of hell in time. 

of course, he was a long ways off from that; he couldn’t even hold his own against bobby. how was he going to take on the best of demons? luck was one thing… this was another.  a  reason  to why instead of getting angry – this time – his emotions shifted to an icy hot.

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   “this boy,” he said, taking a step forward, “can do things you can scarcely imagine.” or maybe bobby did know what  he was capable of. either way, he didn’t care – not really at least. all that mattered was getting his point across. “and when the time comes… i’m quite certain we will have loads of fun down stairs – my treat.” 

// @tohavelost

“i would like to think that… but nightmares bring all the shit back up again.” maybe he should go find his parents and say he had some sort of drug problem or something. if he was being honest, he wasn’t sure what had been done with his body after the demon was forced out. maybe they didn’t even think he was dead. “nothing like good old nightmares of your hands torturing your friend. watching her burn through the window.”

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“i would say that would be  a party,” he said bluntly. “torture is one of the few moments we get to see ourselves for who we truly are. no lies, no hidden faces, and no masks.” then again, anything could be a party to ky… even more so when he got the chance to murder. “it’s what separates us from… the low lives  that try to reach for perfection.”

“But these people are innocent. Taking their lives will gain you nothing. So take mine and end this.” // from sam

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“end this?” ky couldn’t help, but roll his eyes at that statement. end this little game of his? not a chance – didn’t she know who he was? maybe she just forgot for a moment… most people did  when it came to him.  most people forgot he was a prince of hell and took orders from  no one… not even his family. “not a chance.” 

“sure you won’t keel over like a sick puppy without a snarky little blonde bossing you around?” he grinned, knowing that his words were not going to be taken well. getting him riled up would make for a fun round of something in the meantime. “should go after your desires while you’re off your chain for a little while. thanks to me.”

he wanted  to say that he’d never been on a chain in his life, but that wasn’t accurate. jess  had kept him  on one – at least in a way –  and  while he cared for her… he didn’t entirely mind it. well, not until  he wasn’t able to get his way. “my desires… are to rip apart anyone who gets in my way.”

“if i would have been  running the show first time around… we wouldn’t have needed lucifer. secondly, someone of your talents should have been done something much more important than watching those… riders.” he could  have said more, but ky would have just gone on for hours about his distaste about the original plan. “so, trust me… we’ll be doing great things together.”

// @tohavelost xxx

“Is that supposed to mean something to me?” //from Kyle

“i forgot how uneducated you are.” not that ky was much better in most cases, but he knew for a fact he was much better than a human. “i have a birthright – a calling as you will – in day’s past, a series of  trials were put in place to see if the one was worthy of a throne.” or the only throne that mattered in his mind. “since most of  the older  demons are dead… the only way to  complete  it is  with your help.“

“Do you realize what you’ve done? What you’ve started?” // from Lucifer

he did in-fact know what he did. it was all too simple really. all  ky did was put some plans in motion and trigger one version of the end of the world. someone could stop it- sure, he actually expected them to do so, but that didn’t mean it would be  easy. 

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“do you realize,”  he said,  glancing at his gloved hand as if he was bored.  “i know exactly what i’ve done. you just… didn’t care enough to stop me.”

// @tohavelost

“if we could cut them in half then we’d really see how much fun the world could be. i’d say we go take out some brits. they seem to be too effective at their jobs.”

“a counter offer then, we go after some brits, and make a few… amusing contracts while were at it.” his lips pursed into a thin-line. “we take them – loads of them- out and we’ll have a party.”

“disappointing. humanity likes to strive for perfection, something they were not built to be. that’s why they enjoy the lies, because they hate hearing that they fall short of anything.” largely about looks rather than stature in today’s society. though he hadn’t spent enough time topside to truly appreciate the waves that humanity had went through.

“they want something they cannot grasp. try as they might, they are not perfect – never will be either- and yet they still want perfection.” it was admirable, but only in the slightest of ways. still, it was something that ky could respect in most instances. “i suppose… they simply are lost.” not that ky could really talk – he was still half human- even if he rejected that half on a daily basis.

    A huff. “At least he’s better than some smelly old human – did get enough bengay on today?or maybe that’s the rot.” Ky’lar’s lips formed into a grin. “Rotting and you don’t even know it; getting older by the moment and eventually you’ll go to one of two places.. I sure hope it’s where my friends are at. It would be amusing to see just what you’re made of.”

// @tohavelost xxx